In 1998 I left a 31 yr marriage. Remarkable! In 1999 I became attuned to Reiki I and two months later quit smoking. I had began smoking at age 18, and in 1999 was smoking 2 1/2 to 3 packs a day! I prayed, meditated, and in my mind asked for help to quit smoking. It happened!!! Have not had a cigarette since then….and it is now 2011!!!
In April 1999, I woke up one morning, coughing and as I looked at the spitum, it was red and pink. My son is in the medical field, I contacted him. He advised me to seek medical assessment. I called a nurse friend, Kelly. She got me in right away and there was a x-ray done. The Dr recommended I see a Respiratory Doctor and gave me the name of someone. He said, keep in mind that it may not be cancer …. it could be pneumonia. Bless his heart….he was trying to help me control any thoughts of fear. He did not know I seldom allowed fear into my mind, thoughts, or way of living.
So an appointment with the specialist was made. It took three weeks to get in to see him. Then he ordered the MRI. That took another three weeks. Kelly went with me. I was so appreciative of that because of her unconditional love to me, but also her medical knowledge and experience.
After the first appointment with the specialist, I was in meditation and felt guided by “Spirit” (I use this identification term as I am never quite sure who is communicating with me unless it is my Primary Guardian Angel or Primary Spirit Guide). The guidance was to stop eating red meat, no fried foods, drink water, meditate daily with a mind focus of wellness and love to surround me, to do my self treatments of Reiki daily, seek massage therapy to help rid my body of toxins, and to seek Reiki treatments from someone with higher level than Reiki I, which is the level I had then.
I went through the phone book to find a massage therapist and found a young lady that would come to my home, and was also attuned to Reiki II. I knew this was guidance from God. I set up for her to come to my home two times a week. I also set my own daily schedule to make sure I did daily self treatments two times a day. My mind was committed to bringing myself into a healthier status for my lungs. I have been told before and since by many spiritualists about the power of our thoughts and that we create our life by our mind and thoughts and belief systems.
I did not cry, I did not worry, I did not anguish. My friend Kelly did though. I would smile and tell her please do not waste the energy on that negative energy. My time is not done in this lifetime and I know that all is going to be well.
Kelly accompanied me the morning the Dr on a outpatient basis did the scope examination. She sat on my left side and held my hand. I didn’t feel anything but her hand. I saw The Light across the veil of my Angel “Z”, and precious adorable Spirit Guide, Nashadamere, and saw the monitor as the Dr used the scope with it light and then took a biopsy. It was in my left lung, upper part of the left lobe. To the best of my recollection there were 4 nodlues that looked suspicious.
The Dr’s office called me four days later and told me to make another appointment. Because of the Dr and my respective schedules it was almost 4 full weeks before I could get back in to see him. I kept working, do my own self treatments, meditating, and observing myself as well, and Taffany came to give me massage and reiki two times a week.
Taffany has a blessing of communicating with the Angels. While she would channel Reiki to me, we would ask questions of the Angels and received so many blessed communications. What a loving and informative experience as well as receive the Reiki and love healing energy.
One day, I was laying on the massage table and Taffany had her hands on my crown chakra. I was laying on my back. I heard and sensed that she fell to her knees. I asked if she was okay. She asked me to be quiet. I was ….without about two minutes she got up, and quietly asked me, “There is a beautiful Angel here Dana. She has beautiful golden locks, is in a satin and silk dress of champagne brown. She wants to know if you want and are ready for a healing?” Tears rolled down my cheeks, as they do now as I recall that very splendid Spiritual moment. I could sense an energy ( I could not see or hear then…other than on occasion my Angle Z) that was Divine though in our presence. I can recall struggling to speak because of the tears, but finally softly spoke, “Please. Yes I want it and am very ready.”
I then closed my eyes…not tight…but gently, and accessed a vision of my “Z” and “Nashadamere”, and asked them to help this Healing Angel. Taffany said the Angel guided her on where to send me Reiki. It was NOT my lungs, it was my heart chakra. In about 90 seconds I felt my body’s temperature rise, I felt like a surge of energy come to me…not thru me, but to me. It was so soft, gentle, and totally filed with love. I saw blue, purple, gold, mauve, and then flowers, and then “Z”, and “Nashadamere”. Then I saw the Healing Angel briefly….her dress was beautiful , as was she….and her face and eyes like none I have witnessed before in this physical lifetime. Then a feeling of peace came over me and I knew I was not only still crying silently, but smiling. I knew that my lungs had both been healed.
Afterwards Taffany and I both said a word of prayer to God and Creator of gratitude, humble appreciation, and thank you.
Kelly and I saw each other for dinner about a week later. I shared this experience with her. Kelly was a fundamental Christian and this was very hard for to understand…but she believed me. Two weeks later she accompanied me to my Dr appointment.
The Dr asked that I get another X ray as it had been so long since the X ray and MRI. I went across the street to a medical lab and two hours later saw him again in his office. He came in the examination room, me sitting on the exam table, Kelly sitting in a chair. He is a tall individual, and has very little hair, but was scratching his head, and shaking his head. He said, ‘I don’t understand. The report states there is only scar tissue….that all the nodules are scar tissue.” He kept scratching his head. That day he was going to schedule the chemotherapy. He stated, “Lets wait six weeks, you come back and we will do another MRI.” I told him I would come back if I had more symptoms.
Today it is July 8, 2011. I have yet to have any symptoms. Now I do have COPD, from the years of smoking. But no pink or red spitum.
Positive thought, following it up with positive action to include Reiki, massage, eating a bit healthier and believing plus the Angel coming to help with the healing all contributed to experience for me. It is still a very special intimate experience for me. My connection with reiki, positive thinking, not allowing fear in my energy continue on in my life.
I share this experience in hopes that if you are struggling with something emotionally, mentally, physically, and even spiritually what I know without any doubt what helped me then and continues to help me now.
And I am still so grateful for this wonderful experience because of all I learned as a result.
Blessings in Reiki, Light, and Love,
Dana
